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From: Alan Badmington
Date: 05 Oct 2004
Time: 07:50:10 -0500
Remote Name: 81.79.188.171
Hi Breena, Thank you for your interest and kind comments. I've only really spoken openly about my stutter during recent years. Although most people were aware of the problems that I experienced, I only chose to confide in a few. Today, I speak openly about my stuttering history at all times. I have completely desensitised myself - I no longer have any hang-ups or shame. I purposely embarked upon a programme of action, where I deliberately raised the subject with total strangers, in shops; on trains/planes; in restaurants; in the street - indeed, anywhere. I was amazed at the genuine interest that they displayed. I only wish that someone had suggested it to me when I was younger. It is such an exhilarating feeling not to retain any embarrassment. I have also progressed to giving talks to community groups, in which I reveal graphic details of the problems that I have experienced throughout my life. I do this in order to create greater public awareness about the difficulties that are faced by persons who stutter. Again, I wish that I had confided in others (including my parents) when I was a child/adolescent. Sharing the problem would have greatly relieved my 'secret' burden. So, in response to your question, I guess that I would have welcomed someone telling me to be more open and not keep it bottled up inside. Kindest regards Alan