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From: Alan Badmington
Date: 09 Oct 2006
Time: 15:34:06 -0500
Remote Name: 81.77.8.184
Hi Christy, Thank you for your kind words. I suppose that it did take courage to throw away my 'mechanical crutch' after so many years. But I was fortunate that it coincided with the acquisition of new breathing/speaking techniques, plus tools that allowed me to challenge and deal with words/letters that had always given me considerable problems. At the same time, I also gained a far greater insight into the psychological aspects of stuttering (including the implications of avoidance) and realised that I needed to expand my comfort zones in order to change my behaviours, and attain personal growth. I also had 24 hour access to a telephone support network. This combination (and opportunities to practise my new way of speaking at support groups) gave me immense confidence. Consequently, my speech improved within a relatively short period of time. I, honestly, don't recall encountering any negative experiences - everything became SO positive, influencing my emotions and beliefs accordingly. I also made a decision to become more open about my stutter and told friends, family members and complete strangers about my 'darkest secret'. Everyone was most supportive and encouraging. Again, I did not experience any negativity. My perceptions about what others thought about my stutter changed drastically. I simply went from strength to strength and have never looked back. I note that you are a graduate student at a fluency class. Although I reside in the UK, I have spoken to SLP students/graduates at US universities on several occasions. I am always positively received. I wish you well with your studies. Kindest regards Alan